I miss u already <3

haha i noe its like 2 minutes 2 6 am.. n i oni slept at 2 sumthin n i hav been awake 4 abt da pass hour or so...well i couldnt help myself frm blogging.. hahahaha.. last nite at d live n loud KL (lnlkl) hazwan wraped me aroud his arms.. he was so warm.. n i wished he wud never let go..i felt so loved.. so special.. n i luv him so much 2..more than words can eva say.. I cant stop feeling da way he touched me.. his hands were so delicate.. i wish u were here rite now..he kept me warm throught da concert.. for the 1st time im not rubbing both my hand n keeping me warm.. lol.. he also gave me this purple flower hair pin.. he even knew my fav colour without me telling him.. i was in cloud nine.. well i still am.. haha.. n ju yi knew how high i was.. hahaha..last nite was the best ever.. a nite which i will never 4 get with the 1 i love p.s : sry i din kiss u last nite.. i juz couldnt find the right moment.. i noe v spent a lot of time 2 getha bt ter juz wasnt the perfect moment yet...

watz happening 2 malaysia??

i gotta ask.. watz happening 2 malaysia?? so much of racism... da HINDRAF thing dat juz took place.. well it ink it was right wat da indians stood up 4.. nowdayz v r not even given anything.. everything juz seems 2 b given 2 d malays.. sry if i ofended any1.. i dont intedn 2 .. bt its da truth.. 2day in d papers.. ter was news dat a cop was admited in da hosp.. n dat came out in d news.. y?? hmm well these stupid ..blaredd cops.. hit women n children. wat the hell rite.. tey din even do nth.. it was juz a gathering 2 show dat v 2 want our rights.. n da tear gas tey released.. it killed a peron wit asthma.. did all dat come out in d news.. NO!! tey try 2 cover up.. watz gonna happen 2 our country.. i used 2 b proud being a malaysian.. bt now.. no more.. ters so much of corruption goin on.. our belloved country is starting 2 ruin.. its reli sad 2 c this happening in our country.. i reli hope v can get peace soon.. i dun wan any war or anything happening..i want our country 2 b bak 2 da way it was once uopn a time.. like wen i was a kid.. i could go out n play n not b afraid of rapist..not afraid of being kidnapped.. times wen every1 lived in harmony.. now racism is everywhere.. in a skool of my friends.. da malay oni hang oyt wit d malays, da chinese wit da chinese n da indian wit d indian... v r all da same nside although our skin mite b diff colours.. i miss the old malaysia

I meow u <3

i miss my love so much.. i cant wait 2 him 2mrw...well i was chatting wit sum1 earlier 2day.. n he sorta told me sum stuff which is true.. it was abt me n him.. well i noe v r frm different dinominations.. n well both our religion dont reli go well 2 getha.. bt i still love him so much.. n he loves me 2.. i noe if v cud make tis last.. ter wil b lots dat v will have 2 go through.. n v hav 2 face many chellenges.. it wil make a relationship grow stronger rite?? i noe i think waaaaayyyy 2 much.. well its cuz i wana noe watz it gonna b like in d future.. i wanna noe will this last?? cuz i noe getting hurt is so not nice..call me nutz bt i even imagined us living 2getha..doin da grocery shopping 2 getha..cooking.. goin 4 vacations.. sunset by the beach.. a nice candle lit dinner.. mayb sum wine.. a girl can fantasize rite??rite?? xD guess wat i gt my hair highlighted =D well it was cuz Prithy had done hers, her moms, both her maids n ter was so much xtra so i gt mine dyed 2 =D n both my sis aslso joined in da fun.. well its burgundy n not obvious n it oni can b seen under the sun which is gud cuz im still schooling...lol i duno y i seem 2 hav lost my x-mas spirit.. well im supposed 2 b making x-mas cards.. baking cakes n cookies.. start shopping 4 my x-mas clothes n PRESENTS!! bt like no mood laah.. no idea y.. hmmph... its so boring at home.. i cant even go out..i feel like goin 4 a jog or cycling around bt like ter sm construction goin on nearby n like afta da incident dat happened 2 my uncle hu happens 2 live nxt door.. i so dun feel safe leaving my hse.. watz da incident u ask.. well it happened 1 day b4 my parents wedding anniversary.. Well it was a preety normal day for my uncle till he came home frm work.. he got down the car n then thats wen it hapened.. a bunch of guyz abt 8 of em got out of da car frm de bak n hit my uncle oh da head n hr fainted on de spot..tey also took his car.. loads of blood oozing.. every1 was screaming hysterically.. my mum, sis n aunt..my dad wasnt at home at de time..n well my neighbours..talk abt wonderful,caring n helpful ppl .. nobody came 2 help xcept 4 one of my neighbours.. da others juz stood n looked frm behind da gates of their houses.. well i get it ur afraid 2.. bt at least afta tey left u cud hav given a helping hand rite?? da worst was da shp ppl opp my hse.. Chickens i tell u.. i was reli..reli mad at em.. acting like tey din hear a thing.. bt tey were looking frm behind da curtains in their hse.. n oni afta everything.. i mean everything was ova tey asked wat had happened.. tey taught v kids were juz playing.. YEAH RITE!! like common laa.. dun tell me ur dat dumb.. cant u like hear da diff kinda screams.. da neighbour guy dat came 2 help.. helped carry my unc in2 d car 2 b taken 2 da hosp.. he lost his memory 4 a efew dayz.. now he is getting better though hs is not very stable yet.. da docs said dat it wil take abt 6mnths 2 cure fully.. scary.. i noe.. although i wasnt ter it spooked me.. juz imagine it happened rite nxt 2 my hse.. n da mastermind behind tis was definately trying 2 get myuncle cuz previously abt 2 weeks b4 tis happen.. anotha bunch of gangstaz tried 2 hijack his car at jln semarak... tey came wit parangs n axe.. n managed 2 oni break da windsow of da car... thank god my uncle quickly reversed n made a run 4 it.. neva taught a person like my uncle wud come across things like tis.. its reli very unfortunate.. luckily nth even worse happened.. wat happend 2 da police investigations u ask.. USELESS POLICEMAN!!!!!!! im blardeee angry eit da cops in malaysia.. tey reli dun deserve respect.. i despite em.. like tey were supposed 2 b on da case rite.. ter was so much of evidence.. n v even found my uncle stolen car n da car tey came in... both had weapons in em.. v then called da police n informed em.. n tey din bother afta my dad pulled sum strings then tey came n took sum finger prints.. n my dad even had 2 giv under table money 4 dat.. afta dat no action.. nth.. how useless can da cops in malaysia b ??? tey dun even seem 2 giv a damn abt lil ppl like us.. sigh..

EMO...

Haha.. looks like im not as tough as a rock like H said .. Im way..WAaaayyyy.. more weaker.. especially wen it comes 2 de ones i luv <3 SO lemme givv ya da full version of things dat happened between H n me..

Well dat nite da Prefects dinner thing.. well he was supposed 2 tell me sumthin bt he didnt.. Instead he gave me sumthing else.. ;) So de nxt day.. well he sorta lost his voice bt he stil confessed .. AWWWwww so sweet <3.. Well i kinda ..sorta.. alresy know wat was gonna happen juz din noe de time.. so i was prepared i made him a card.. Watz inside u ask... hmm well datz 4 me n H 2 noe n 4 u 2 find out. *Winks Ter seems 2 b loads of chemistry happening.. =D Oh yea yest he told me he mite b leaving earlier.. mid Dec.. T.T so fast.. wen he told me dat.. i juz broke down on de spot.. i was like y so fas.. anyway he is doing all he can 2 oni leave in Jan.. Luv him so much!! <3 N how things will b so diff.. Dunno hw v r gonna communicate.. How often can he come on9?? the cost of living there is reli high.. dun wana trouble him.. 2 b honest im afraid.. scared like a kitty cat..Prob u ppl wud b like lmao afta reading tis.. bt well.. datz so not da way i feel...

Huge Gap

Well i know i havent been blogging 4 a reli..reli..reli..reli LOOOOoooooNGGGggg time.. Hmm y?? lazy kot or mayb nt in d rite mood.. lol.. OK so lemme juz cut everything short .. N giv u all da scoops 2 d latest things... - Hazwedna?? rings a bell..?!?! things hav been going on... hmmph.. will giv in full detail l8er.. - LS has Cotton Candy so watz gonna happen 2 N?? Oooh.. datz gonna b heck of a juicy news.. - R.. Hmm.. Im starting 2 anti her.. Why?? no idea.. mayb its cuz like i tink she is hiding a lot of things.. n like behaving wierd.. n can b a spoilt sport n a party pooper.. common larrh.. if u hav a prob dun spoils every1 elses mood 2.. N She knows dat im like so pissed wit her 4 doin dat.. Oh yea i also hav news dat she anti me n dat L dosent like C n I.. wth n why does he still hang wit us then?? makes no sense.. WAT DA HELL DID I DO 2 U PPL?? -H told me dat he mite b leaving 4 US WAAAaayyyy earlier than planned.. prob by da mid of Dec.. bt he is trying his best 2 oni leave in Jan Commin up events..camps..ect - Pre Sophmore party?? -Pengguna Camp -YE annual thing.. -$850 leadership camp!! -Parents Anniversary -Samuel's Bday -Zarrah's Bday -Cuzzin TS Outting -KLCC -Work Wardrobe Shopping -Xmas Shopping - House Redocoration - Room Painting well datz da plans 4 now..