i SLAPPED him.. HARD!!!

like OMG i slapped kuhan real hard infront of everyone till ppl hu were talking on da otha side juz turned n went like.. wooowww... n his face turned pale.. n da form 3 guy shaked his hands.. n he wanted 2 hit me bak laa bt he didnt... y did tis happen u ask.. well it all started afta skool.. at the canteen where v gather b4 v go home..thats when kuhan started 2 punch ranjali real hard.. it was real hard ok.. n she gt so pissed she yelled at him n walk 2 da otha side of the canteen.. n kuhan went like started laa.. DRAMA.. n wen 2 get her.. he brought her bak n he was still punching her.. i could see it in frm her voice it reli hurts. she kept asking him 2 stop.. bt no he continued..like common laa she is a gal.. u punch her fine.. if she says it hurts.. stop lahh.. then i asked him 2 stop n gav him a punch.. he slapped me ok (not so hard laa cuz i sorta moved ).. after that.. i seriously dont know wat got in2 me.. i was like not me anymore i juz went there n gave him a tight slpa on da face.. it happen in like a milisecond.. n even i was like stunned for awhile after i slapped him.. ranjali pulled me back afta dat.. N v quickly left 2 change 2 our P.J clothes.. n i was like feeling so guilty n scared at the same time.. i didnt mean 2 slap him so hard..i seriously didnt know what got in2 me.. like why did i slap him?? cuz he slapped me 1st or cuz he was torturing ranjali.. y am i so protective over her if so?? haih.. >.< when i got home in the evening i sent an apologizing sms.. he didnt reply.. os i taught datz it laah edna.. he is gonna slap u 2mrw or he is not gonna talk 2 u.. so i decided 2 sms him again after 2 hrs.. n thank god he replied me.. he said it was ok n it was just a small matter .. i was like so relived when he said that.. =)

cannot.. cannot..

Seriously.. i tink ju yi has a mind set problem.. she juz gave up her post as a prefect in school.. she wants to move 2 the next class.. and she wants 2 stop playing basketball.. reason behind this, PRESSURE.. she says she cannot cope with studies.. she cannot cope with basket ball n being a prefect all at once.. i mean like.. u hav a mind set dat says everything aso cannot and u hav no faith n confidence in yourself.. you will never achive things that you want in life.. nobody said u hav 2 study 24/7 juz 2 get the string of A's dat everyone wants.. if dat guy kelvin i tink.. if he cud b so gud in his acedemic and kokurikulum why cant she??he was a badminton player, PBSM leader.. and he gt 13A1.. furthermore.. she knows her mum will be having sum financial problems.. n she wants 2 get a scholarship.. if she cant even do this.. how is she gonna compete wit the thousands out there that are also wanting scholarships.... ju yi.. ju yi.. im so worried abt you gal.. i reli am...

Stream of tears..

I feel so cold, The temperature of my body is rising, Tears streaming down my cheek, Why are there tears?? Is sumthing wrong?? Is it cuz im afraid? Afraid of the future? Afraid ppl wud hav 2 move on wen time comes? Afraid dat we wouldnt last? or is it cuz of all the stress built up?? Wat am i gonna do wit my life in d future? Will i suceed?? Will i drown?? Will v stay 2 getha?? Wat m i trying 2 prove?? Watz wrong wit me?? Watz wrong... Emotional ups n downs.. every1 has them.. Down is wer i am rite now.. I miss u so much.. yes i do.. i miss ur hugs.. N i miss ur kisses.. Most of all I miss u being here.. I need u, n i want u here this instant.. i juz need u 2 wrap ur arms around me dat is all i ask 4.. N im sure everything will b alrite...