Stream of tears..

I feel so cold, The temperature of my body is rising, Tears streaming down my cheek, Why are there tears?? Is sumthing wrong?? Is it cuz im afraid? Afraid of the future? Afraid ppl wud hav 2 move on wen time comes? Afraid dat we wouldnt last? or is it cuz of all the stress built up?? Wat am i gonna do wit my life in d future? Will i suceed?? Will i drown?? Will v stay 2 getha?? Wat m i trying 2 prove?? Watz wrong wit me?? Watz wrong... Emotional ups n downs.. every1 has them.. Down is wer i am rite now.. I miss u so much.. yes i do.. i miss ur hugs.. N i miss ur kisses.. Most of all I miss u being here.. I need u, n i want u here this instant.. i juz need u 2 wrap ur arms around me dat is all i ask 4.. N im sure everything will b alrite...