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hmm.. i juz hate this part of de mnth.. well more like this part of every month.. yes i guess u think u noe da reason.. well part of it is right though..n da otha part.. well i get reli angry 4 da littlest thing.. i get annoyed.. i get so tensed up.. n my mood reli swings.. i get bored VERY fast.. i can be extremely happy at one minute n da nxt b like depressed.. i think im having sumkinda disorder.. GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!.. i try 2 cool my self down as much as possible.. take a lotttttt of deep breaths.. stay away frm ppl dat annoy me a lott.. esp my sis n my mum.. i need things 2 b done right n proper n fast.. n not take ur own sweet time.. n feel like im so pressusised at de moment.. parents expectation.. sumtimes i juz feel like.. wat da heck is life for?? today my cuz came ova.. she juz finished studying 2 b a doc.. n my mum wants me 2 b a doc.. she has 2 like stay awake for 40 hrs n da hosp.. n exam everytime.. n wen exam u dun even noe wat sub is on dat day.. u hav 2 go 2 campus n they will cabut undi 2 c which sub is on dat day.. i think is a real waste of time studying 2 b a doc.. i know its reli respectable..bla..bla..bla.. wateva laa.. its juz nt 4 me.. i CANT keep studying 4 de REST OF MY LIFE!! so nt my thing... my life has gotta b like sumthing i like 2 do.. i think i wana venture into business.. wat biz??.. i aint kno yet.. i dun wana live da rest of my life working.. i wana young n successful.. i wana retire early.. i wana travel da whole world.. i wana hav a few houses.. one in town, 1 by da beach n da otha in a hill sumwhere by a lake.. well those r juz dreams.. 2 make it a reality will b sumthing hard 2 do.. =(