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Friday, April 4, 2008

Stress list

I cant stand it.. i cant stand seeing logan n ranjali da way they are right now.. logan is reli going through a lot.. his family is giving him a reli rough time.. ranjali is avoiding him at any cost.. one day they are ok.. n da nxt they are not.. ranjali is also goin through a rough time.. teachers in skool are still talking abt them although its an old story.. Logan is goin nutz.. he is taking 2 many pills so far its a 142.. he hasnt slept in 3 day... he is getting me reli worried.. Ranjali is scared of logan afta da incident at de stairs.. she thinks of him as her bro.. Both of em are goin through a lot. i reli hope they can solve it.. ranjali need a change of air.. i told her 2 tell logan dat she needs a break cuz she reli does need it.. she has gone through a lott n so has he... Ranjali thinks she is not good enuf 4 Logan.. bt 2 logan , ranjali is everything.. Ranjali tells me i understand logan btr n he says i giv btr ans wen he asked wat will u do if im gone.. she told him she dosent know.. n i told him not 2 scare me cuz it is reli scary.. juz da taught of it made me wana cry.. i told him dat.. i shouldnt hav.. i tink i shud go a lil more distant frm logan... bt im afraid 2 leave him juz lidat.. cuz no1 actually can reli talk 2 him xcept 4 kuhan n me.. Logan is a very gud fren of mine.. i dun wan ranjali 2 misundertand.. i hope she dosent.. im juz trying 2 help them out.. i reli am.. haih..im so stressed out STRESS LIST 1) speech 2)debate 3)YE presentation 4)my tution add math test this mon 5)YE 6) ranjali n logan 7) my studies 8) skool -cuz im not in class during da last 3 periods 9)i dun feel like celebraitn my bday... bt every1 seems 2 b syked abt it xcept me.. 10) i cant seem 2 concentrate in anything im doin 11) im nt able 2 eat right 12) im getting fat 13) I have 2 oraganize myself,my room,my desk, my book shelf.. n everything else...

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