SHE FORGOT ME!!

School juz started like yesterday.. 1st day.. gt my results...i screwed up my moral.. i gt like a 54.. n datz it.. OMG.. i so did not expect dat.. gt my physics paper also.. gt a 68.. i wanted an A!!! T.T oni gt a B today.. gt my history paper.. i gt like a 74.. which is ok laa.. thought i would do better though bt im thankful for an A laa.. i tell u theres this fren of mine.. blardee hell gt 87.. n complaining she is nt da best in class ect.. bla..bla..bla.. (dun get offended k if u terasa.. u kno hu u are n u kno i luv ya..xoxo) so annoying.. bt wen i complain a lil bit abt my otha subjects.. dats it.. i kena..ppl gt worse than u la.. bla..bla..bla.. anyway YE was ok 2 day.. n guess wat my mum actually 4 got 2 pick me up frm school.. she was supposed 2 pick me up at 4.15.. so i waited.. till like 5.. cuz i taught u kno laa.. rain.. in KL jam n all.. so was juz sittin thr doin my hw.. it was like 5.30.. n she wasnt thr.. n both da public phones were out of order.. thank god i managed 2 borrow suganya's mum's hp.. n made a call.. called my mum.. no 1 answered.. i kinda gt worried.. called her again.. no1 answered.. thn i called my dad instead n asked him werz my mum n y isnt she answerin her hp.. turns out she totally 4 gt abt me.. like OMG.. she can actually 4get she has a daughter 2 pick up frm school.. so i only left school at like 5.45.. n i HATE sitting alone doin hw for such a LONG timee.. wen she came i asked her y late.. bla..bla..bla.. i kinda raised my voice laa.. so she was like y couldnt u call bla..bla..bla.. told her da phones were out of order.. n she was like scolding me 4 her fault 4 nt picking me up.. she was like u couldnt call me earlier is it?? couldnt u go somewhere n call me?? HOW WAS I SUPPOSED 2 KNOW SHE CAN FORGET 2 PICK UP HER OWN DAUGHTER FROM SCHOOL WHEN I TOLD HER IN DA MORNIN WEN I GT OUT OF DA CAR!! Looks like her job is more important 2 her than me already now.. hate it.. suckz like crap.. i gt like so hurt.. she was scolding me 4 her mistake.. for forgetting 2 pick me up.. wat will happen if sumthing happened 2 me?? prolly it shud.. at least she will realize..!!

W.A.I.T

went 4 this WAIT weekend on friday, sat n sunday.. well i didnt wana go at 1st.. bt i was forced 2 laa.. so i went.. it turned out preety well n i actually enjoyed my selff.. loved a band!! AWSOMEEE made like tonnes of frenz.. learned a lott.. had fun.. stay pure.. datz da summary.. xDD well here is how da whole thing went.. v shall start wit friday laa.. went thr.. looking 4 da place.. v actually found it at 1st.. its on da second floor.. tilll i saw da word MATH MONKEY.. n i was like no laa.. cant b this place.. so i made my mum go anotha round.. turned out dat was da place.. so my sis n i went up.. well i was actually expecting a bigger crowd.. more like 200 ppl or so.. bt it was more like 50 ppl.. da place was kinda small.. bt ppl were really friendly.. so v had a few songs b4 startin.. thn v started with.. sex.. n dating.. bla..bla..blaa.. QnA sessions n stuff lidat.. on saturday.. mornin was like normal.. v had more talks.. abt hw men get sexually aroused.. n how girls trade sex 4 love while men trade love for sex.. n datz y most girls usually give in.. its reli sad.. thn v had this talk on abortion.. this person C gave her testimony.. she had 2 abortions b4.. n was a party animal.. she said docs oni say its gonna b a blob of blood oni.. wen it was 2-7 weeks.. bt it wasnt.. she showed us da pics.. she showed us da way these unboen babies r MURDERED.. i couldnt stand no longer.. those beautiful creations.. the way they r murdered.. it so horrible.. tears juz rolled out of my eyes.. hw can ppl actually do dat.. according 2 C.. wen da baby is abt 3 mnths.. they remove by burning it 1st.. n da poor innocent baby will b moving violently in da mothers womb.. n da mother can actually feel it.. how can ppl b so heartless.. do u kno dat 1.3 babies r bein killed in 1 second.. n its da highest rate of death.. how can ppl b so cruel?? taking away life of innocent babies.. they didnt get a chance 2 c wat da world is.. they dun even get a chance 2 say that they wana live.. n da mothers.. dun they eva think.. watz my baby gonna look like.. wat will i name it??.. ect.. wount they eva think?? they r just MURDERERS!! on sunday.. v had a short talk on da 12 stps ppl go through b4 having sexual intercourse.. u kno frm da 1st time da guy n gal meets.. n so on laa.. n v also learned dat.. loving someone is not all abt bein lovey dovey.. n eva so cuddly.. bt its abt companionship.. a marraige cant last if its hold on on just love.. bt they must also love each othas companionship.. n also 50% of ppl hu have sex b4 marraige have marraiges dat oni last up to 3 yrs.. so stay chaste.. be puree.. enjoy sex wit da 1 u reli love n gonna live wit da rest of ur life.. make dat something joyous... something special 4 dat special someone.. so i took the vow.. 2 remain chaste till da day i get married.. as a symbol of dat i have a ring on my wedding ring finger n can only replace it wen i get married.. n im sure i will nt regret it.. =)