Charlies Angels

A beautiful morning it was today.. actually it was more of a normal one ..xD woke up not so early..about 8.30 ish.. took my bath ect.. n left for my mum's office.. Later my mum made me go to collect money.. which involves passing by segi college.. DAMN Knowing it was Tuesday today.. n i only usually run into Ravi on mondays.. i took the chance.. we walked from my mothers office.. the 3 of us.. looking like charlies angels.. as what people said arr.. not i say wan.. Elena with her new hair.. long white pants to go with her long legs and a nice t-shirt Evelyn in a white skirt n a black t-shirt.. and me.. in a pink top with a skirt.. xD so we reached our destination safely.. no sight of the enemy.. took the cash.. about 3 K in hand.. left.. n rite after we took our 5 th step.. OH DAMN.. ENEMY AT 12 O'clock!!! my sisters didnt notice.. but i did.. he was with his friends.. he saw me.. i saw his face.. his expression showed shame.. his friends were uttering sum words which couldnt be caught by me.. so yea im glad that went ok.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ next.. since the hoodie shirt elena n i gave evelyn looked better on me.. n they havent got me an xmas gift.. they decided to give it to me.. so i got evelyn's hoodie t-shirt.. n i didnt have a present for her.. so since Stephanie was goin 2 KLCC 2 day.. n i can see her Mr Nicholas as well.. i decided to go.. so yea.. off we went to KLCC.. n we saw Mr N with stephanie.. he is kinda cute in a wierd way.. xD we juz met up with them n then went to do our thing.. n what a coincidence.. we met V.. just because i told him we will just be friends on x mas eve.. he was treating me cold on x-mas.. i wanted to wish him merry xmas.. he turned away.. wat can i do.. but he seemed ok today.. we said hi.. n smiled.. i hope i dont lose a good friend of mine.. =) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ after or day.. we left my mums office.. n her car didnt hav enough pertol.. n there was a horrible jam.. so we decided to take the lrt back home.. it was rush hour.. instead of taking the putra.. we took star as its nearer to my house.. n it was soo.. EMPTY!!! at RUSH HOUR.. unlike the putra.. u wiil be like some sardine sandwich.. n u get the smell of sweat.. missed with deodrant.. n every other icky smell.. the star was quiet.. spacious.. all of us even got our own seats.. n there was still many empty seats.. wow ritee.. i kno xD

she was once beautiful on the outside and the inside wats left of her now is only outer beauty as her inner beauty continues to rot like corpse

BASTARD

Its all so screwed up... i forgot the exact date la.. but it was one day b4 i was meeting up in pavillion for Hazwan's reunion thing.. It was a bad morning as it is.. the nite b4 was worse.. i only slept at 3.30 am or was it 4am.. taught i could sleep in the next day.. bt i was so wrong.. practically everyone was waking me up in the morning.. i was being waken up from 7am to 10 am.. hahahah it took them 3 friggin hours to wake me up.. xD n in that 3 hours.. i screamd.. shouted.. kicked.. on the fan closed the curtains..again.. n made my sister cry gawd i felt super bad.. all she tried to do was wake me up.. unknowingly she twisted one of my shoulder muscle.. n i called her stupid.. yeaa.. the three of us are kinda sensitive when it comes to this.. its only when our loved ones say things like this our hearts just cant handle it.. i know watz it like.. n im sorry i said it.. im sorry i made u cry.. i didnt mean to.. n i promise i will try to controll my temper.. datz the 1st strike of bad luck... next.. i went to the bank with my sisters.. on the way back i wanted to take a different route back.. but we didnt.. we walked pass segi college.. we were walking normally.. n all of a sudden.. out of the blue

"WEYH BABI"

n i turn around.. n guess who i saw.. R.A.V.I i was already having a bad day.. so i juz stuck my middle finger at him... OMG u should hav seen the shocked faces of his friends.. thn i just turned around and walked away. He came after me..

WHAT'S UR PROBLEM? NOTHING WHAT EMAIL ALL U SENDING ME?

i was so lost.. shocked.. my sisters were stunned.. 2 of his friends came to pried for this pull him back.. he kicked me.. YES HE FRIGGIN KICKED ME HE KICKED A GIRL HE KICKED HIS EX GF n i cant believe this was the guy i cried for once.. if only.. if only i had picked up self defence lessons.. i would hav screwed him up n with every kick n punch id let him know wat it was for 1) for kicking me 2) for cheating on me with two other girls 3) for calling me a bitch when u are the BITCH 4) for talking about my best friends chest.. when i had better ones 5) for being the worst boyfriend ever 6) because i felt like it.. the number 6.. will be a swift kick to the crotch.. DAMN.. fuck that bastard for embarassing me infront of everyone fuck him for kicking a girl fuck him because my sisters were there that fucking low fat ugly bastard.. DONT U EVER TRY TO TOUCH ME AGAIN OR I WILL MAKE SURE U PAY FOR IT!! after that i acted like everything was ok... like nothing every happened.. i told my sisters not to tell my parents.. n i told them he didnt manage to kick me.. bt he did.. i pretended the whole day.. holding my tears back.. laughing as if nothing happened.. but i couldnt take it no more.. i cried my heart out the whole night.. n thank you P n S for comforting me.. =) S .. although u know u are an idiot sometimes.. thank you for making me laugh

Babbleee..

I was just thinking la earlier.. Just be yourself people say? How do you know if you are being yourself or not.. Lets say i was an alcoholic.. an alcoholic likes to drink.. i like drinking so i drink.. im being myself.. so why do i hav 2 be sent to rehab?? When i get a second chance.. i change.. wen i change does dat mean im not myself anymore? or have i become someone else? follow things people say.. does dat mean i am another person?? if you say see what you are when you are young.. our parents raised us up the way they wanted us to be.. so its not really who we are is it? im confusing myself..

Tagged

1.First thing you wash in the shower?

- me?

2.What color is your favorite hoodie?

- white.

3.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

- uhh.. i dun think id kiss the person again..

4.Do you plan outfits?

- sometimes.

5.How are you feeling RIGHT now?

- missing someone.

6.Whats the closest thing to you thats red?

- wrapping paper.

7.Do you say aim or a-i-m?

- aim?.

8.Tell me about the last dream you remember having?

- cant tell.. *hush hush*

9.Did you meet anybody new today?

- nah

10.What are you craving right now?

- nothing

11.Do you floss?

- sometimes

12.What comes to mind when I say cabbage?

- vegetable

13.When was the last time you talked on aim?

- few months back la

14.Are you emotional?

- sometimes

15.Would you dance to the taco song?

- watz a taco song?

16.Have you ever counted to 1,000?

- oh yea.. wen i couldnt sleep

17.Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?

- lick..

18.Do you like your hair?

- kinda

19.Do you like yourself?

- not reli..

20.Have you ever met a celebrity?

- yeah.

21.Do you like cottage cheese?

- ok la.

22.What are you listening to right now?

- breath of heaven.. *its for choir*

23.How many countries have you visited?

- does malaysia count? if it does 5.. if nt 4

24.Are your parents strict?

- hmm..i wouldnt say that

25.Would you go sky diving?

- sounds like fun..

26.Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?

- if he pays.. yea sure

27.Would you throw potatoes at him?

- Why throw potatoes? can feed the ppl with no food mayn.. i wouldnt anyway

28.Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?

- wrapper

29.Have you ever been in a castle?

- yep =)

30.Do you rent movies often?

- nah..

31.Who sits in behind you in your math class?

- the wall??

32.Have you made a prank phone call?

- its not A phone call.. is tonnes of em xD

33.Do you own a gun?

- water gun got la.. =D

34.Can you count backwards from 74?

- yep

35.Who are you going to be with tonight?

- gonna b with me,myself and my add math homework

36.Brown or white eggs?

- white.

37.Do you own something from Hot Topic?

- nah

38.Ever been on a train?

- yea

39.Ever been in love?

- im alwayz in love <3

40.Do you have a cell-phone?

- yeah

41.Are you too forgiving?

- sometimes.

42.Do you use chap stick?

- what are chap sticks?? i kno chop sticks..xD

43.What is your best friend doing tomorrow?

- i gt more than 1.. Celine will b in Beijing, Ines,Foofy,Ranjali,Suzanne goin 4 add math tution.. ju yi.. uhh no idea

44.Can you use chop sticks?

- yea.. bt i aint a pro

45.Ever have cream puffs?

- its soo.. creamy..

46.Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?

- yep

47.What was the last question you asked?

- u think my sister's hot?

48.What was the last CD you bought?

- HSM 3

49.Boys or girls?

- both?

50.What is your bus number for school?

- dunno xD

51.Is your hair curly?

- wavy.

52.Last time you cried?

- few wekks back or was it dayz.. wateva la

53.Ever walked into a wall?

- yea..hahahhaha

54.Do looks matter?

- it depends wen,wer n for wat

55.Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?

- Werz dat?

56.Have you ever slapped someone?

- yep..

57.Favorite time of the year?

- CHRISTMAS!!

58.Favorite color?

- purple,pink,blue,black,white,turquoise

59.Are you sarcastic?

- sometimes.

60.Do you have any tattoos?

- no bt id like 2 get 1.

61.The last person you held hands with?

- my darlin sis.

62.Do you sleep with the TV on?

- sometimes

63.Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?

- nope.

64.Do you like your life right now?

- i dont know.. i think its ok la

66.How often do you talk on the phone?

- wen i need 2?

67.What is your favorite animal?

- cats,dogs.

68.What was the most recent thing you bought?

-ribbons for my x-mas tree

69.Do you have good vision?

- no i'm wearing glasses.

70.Can you hula hoop?

- i used to.. havent tried it in a long time

71.Could you ever forgive a cheater?

- i believe everyone deserves a second chance

72.Do you have a job?

- yea.. bein a daughter,sister,student,friend..ect..ect..

73.Can you handle the truth?

- yeah.. if it hurts.. id will take some time

74.What are you wearing?

- sweats

75.Have you ever crawled through a window?

- yep.. car window n school window xD