BASTARD

Its all so screwed up... i forgot the exact date la.. but it was one day b4 i was meeting up in pavillion for Hazwan's reunion thing.. It was a bad morning as it is.. the nite b4 was worse.. i only slept at 3.30 am or was it 4am.. taught i could sleep in the next day.. bt i was so wrong.. practically everyone was waking me up in the morning.. i was being waken up from 7am to 10 am.. hahahah it took them 3 friggin hours to wake me up.. xD n in that 3 hours.. i screamd.. shouted.. kicked.. on the fan closed the curtains..again.. n made my sister cry gawd i felt super bad.. all she tried to do was wake me up.. unknowingly she twisted one of my shoulder muscle.. n i called her stupid.. yeaa.. the three of us are kinda sensitive when it comes to this.. its only when our loved ones say things like this our hearts just cant handle it.. i know watz it like.. n im sorry i said it.. im sorry i made u cry.. i didnt mean to.. n i promise i will try to controll my temper.. datz the 1st strike of bad luck... next.. i went to the bank with my sisters.. on the way back i wanted to take a different route back.. but we didnt.. we walked pass segi college.. we were walking normally.. n all of a sudden.. out of the blue

"WEYH BABI"

n i turn around.. n guess who i saw.. R.A.V.I i was already having a bad day.. so i juz stuck my middle finger at him... OMG u should hav seen the shocked faces of his friends.. thn i just turned around and walked away. He came after me..

WHAT'S UR PROBLEM? NOTHING WHAT EMAIL ALL U SENDING ME?

i was so lost.. shocked.. my sisters were stunned.. 2 of his friends came to pried for this pull him back.. he kicked me.. YES HE FRIGGIN KICKED ME HE KICKED A GIRL HE KICKED HIS EX GF n i cant believe this was the guy i cried for once.. if only.. if only i had picked up self defence lessons.. i would hav screwed him up n with every kick n punch id let him know wat it was for 1) for kicking me 2) for cheating on me with two other girls 3) for calling me a bitch when u are the BITCH 4) for talking about my best friends chest.. when i had better ones 5) for being the worst boyfriend ever 6) because i felt like it.. the number 6.. will be a swift kick to the crotch.. DAMN.. fuck that bastard for embarassing me infront of everyone fuck him for kicking a girl fuck him because my sisters were there that fucking low fat ugly bastard.. DONT U EVER TRY TO TOUCH ME AGAIN OR I WILL MAKE SURE U PAY FOR IT!! after that i acted like everything was ok... like nothing every happened.. i told my sisters not to tell my parents.. n i told them he didnt manage to kick me.. bt he did.. i pretended the whole day.. holding my tears back.. laughing as if nothing happened.. but i couldnt take it no more.. i cried my heart out the whole night.. n thank you P n S for comforting me.. =) S .. although u know u are an idiot sometimes.. thank you for making me laugh