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Im sorry blog im so lazy to update you

gaaah

I HATE YOU BIOLOGY!

probably i should make you my bf then i'd spend more time with you and begin to love you

confirmation

its been a while since i have updated my blog malas la xD and I have been really busy as well well theres been a lot going on since the last time i blogged.. so well here is the latest la.. confirmation camp and had my confirmation on the 3rd of May a memorable day for me =) here are some pics malas wana write da whole story xD

This is it

I cannot take this any longer.. why so.. lets start at the begining went with Pn Tan this morning to collect the SPM results got the results.. i begin gettin afraid only 1 student managed 2 get all A1 there are others with straight A's but not A1 n the teachers keep telling us next year its going to be our turn if ppl like Amy and Lye Ken cannot get straight A1 whtas the posibility of me getting? n these people are smart n hard working even my cousin sister Stephanie gt 8A1 n 4A2 now im getting seriously worried.. this is making me so sad.. i need a change on top of that.. my parents add the pressure they tell me things indirectly please la i understand you know n who on earth can make a friggin study time table 8 months till the exam? if they can make aso.. who on eath can follow.. i am a spur of the moent kind of person my plans change everytime i do thing the way i like them i dont care if i fall asleep studying on my bed it dosent matter to me watz importnat is dat it entered my head cuz i even fall asleep on the study table so watz the diff i like to sleep n its my choice to make its my decision 2 sleep hw late i want n wake up what time i want to you DO NOT tell me sleep at 11 and wake up at 5 please.. dont cramp my style.. i sleep at 1.. and wake up at 5.30 i sleep in da afternon for an hour n thtatz just it i exercise wen i want to because i know my body needs it i know hw 2 deal with myself if you want to remind me yes you may but dont you tell me what to do datz all i ask from you

Nobodys Perfect

perfection is what we want we try our very best to be the best we can we try so hard to reach our dreams and aspirations on the way there we lose the things we love as perfect humans who are imperfect, we never really realize what we have till we lose it There isnt much that can be done, fix it or move on it all depends on you you reached that diversion and you made a decision not knowing where it would end you keep moving forward then you wonder how would it be like if you took the other path So now how? turn back and you can see but is the path still there? has it already been covered by the leafs of fall? if it has, you end up in dissapointment and think what a stupid decision I have chosen my path and each day i still wonder what it would be like if i took the other

luka da tangan nampak berdarah luka di hati siapa yang tahu

My day

Had my English oral today... 29/30. Im impressed, i only read my part like 10 minutes before i had to present.. didn't expect do well. My topic was blogging.. did it with Siu Wern, Liy anf Ju yi my part was the disadvantages.. it was kinda funny.. i was juz randomly talking any rap that came into my mind.. n i kept sayin the word sad.. owh owh.. i aslo accidentaly ripped my baju kurung on a nail.. and it had a huge perfect 90 degree tear xD yea.. sad right.. so i terpaksa jahit da part.. look like some beggar no money to buy baju aso .. so here is something i came up with during the time we had sum ceramah for math which i never payed attention to

Gloomy skies Rainy days It still doesn't seem to fade away I know i was wrong in every way Forgive me baby But its time to break away Like shattered glass Your heart falls to pieces Anger and rage has taken my place Where i used to dwell in your loving embrace

Love

" Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; Love is not ill manared or selfish or irritable; Love does not keep a record of wrongs; Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth; Love never gives up; and its faith,hope and patience never fail"

it hurts me too

POsers

I went to Pavilion with Steph,Elena n Evelyn during the school holidays.. We wanted to wacth Bride wars.. in the newspaper it was started 11.30 a.m so off we went to pavilion.. Went there.. "Sorry miss the movie is at 11.30 pm.." aduh.. it was only 10.45 am.. so maybe we taught KLCC ade la.. so off we went to KLCC.. when we reach there.. Bride Wars - 12.30 am n then i read a poster that said the opening day was the next day.. haih.. so we got bored.. and went for lunch.. then went shopping at Isetan.. we saw this t-shirt that was so cute.. all 4 of us wanted it.. so all of us tried it on with different colours.. finally none of us bought it.. lol we got bored of shopping at KLCC after awhile.. so off we went back to Pavilion.. we went boy scouting... n went posing around xD here are sum picz =)

Sunkissed

What a long day it was.. My family and i went 2 PD yesterday.. Well since we were goin 2 da beach, my sistaz n i not forgettin my cousin sis wore swimsuits 2 da beach.. ya la.. i didnt feel like wearin t-shirt and shorts.. mana syok.. da baju will keep floating n so heavy.. no syok maynnn.. lol anyway.. we had our fair share of aproximately 4 hours of swimming and 2 hours of canoeing.. preety fun.. So yea.. Like i said .. we were in swimsuits like some wierdos.. bt others were in shorts and t-shirts.. so yea.. everyone looked at us.. we didt think it was preety big.. cuz like common la.. dun tell me u neva seen ppl in swimsuits.. so juz ignored every pair of eyes gazing at us.. then we proceded to go swimming.. we were playin quite deep in the water.. when suddeny.. a ball juz landed far..far away where even i couldnt stand.. there were these bunch og indian guys who juz accidentaly threw their ball 2 far.. since i could swim.. i decided to get it.. so Evelyn n i swam and raced to get it.. n u kno what they were sayin as we went to get it.. THEY CAN SWIM LA!! ONE IS THE MOTHER AND THE OTHER IS THE SON!! now i wonder who is the son?? lolx.. wierd people.. bt the guy who claimed the ball from me was kinda cute xD after that.. we decided to go coanoeing instead of the banana boat.. it was kinda fun.. my canoe had a hole in it.. didnt realize till evelyn n i were preety afr out int he sea n we were like

eh..er.. y so much water ar.. the boat samo like not balance.. damn.. i think bocor la..

we quickly paddled to the side which was far far away from the place we 1st started so we had 2 carry the heavy canoe n pour all the water out.. then we went back.. on the way back evelyn and i capsized.. it was funny... we went n bang into so many people.. while we were far out int he sea, it was so calm.. n the breeze.. ahhh.. damn niceeeeee... then we went 4 a walk as we were walking by the beach.. suddenly these bucnh of malay boys started to make noise.. we were like.. damn.. followed by the guys in da water.. they were all on the right side.. it went on.. everyone on the left side olso begin disturbing us.. DAMN.. EVERYONE .. i repeat.. EVERYONE ON THE BEACH was disturbing us it was so embarassing.. n fun.. bt embarrasing.. i tell u.. it was like.. all eyes on us 4.. i heart was telling me cover ur face..cover ur face.. bt my head was like.. ur not some star la.. lol so my head went like.. walk faster.. walk faster..RUN!! bt i didnt run la.. juz walked faster.. tryin 2 keep cool.. and da life guard had 2 blow the wistle to stop em.. hahaha it was so.. humiliatingly funny.. xD the shower.. OPEN SHOWER BABEH!! the gal nxt to me juz stripped.. she was hot la.. so it was alrite to bad FEMALES ONLY XD so yea.. i had a preety fun time.. tiring day tho

un-understandable

haih.. ppl are just so hard to understand.. u try to be nice and go back to thing the way the were.. but people juz ignore your gazes.. its so obvious you look away when i look at you.. you can feel me looking at you.. but u pretend that im not... i can feel it.. n yet you can call me sombong..

its normal that i feel this way when your around

happy never after

I hate you now.. I dont trust you nomore... You made use of me.. So thanks for the memory.. now stay away from me