This is it

I cannot take this any longer.. why so.. lets start at the begining went with Pn Tan this morning to collect the SPM results got the results.. i begin gettin afraid only 1 student managed 2 get all A1 there are others with straight A's but not A1 n the teachers keep telling us next year its going to be our turn if ppl like Amy and Lye Ken cannot get straight A1 whtas the posibility of me getting? n these people are smart n hard working even my cousin sister Stephanie gt 8A1 n 4A2 now im getting seriously worried.. this is making me so sad.. i need a change on top of that.. my parents add the pressure they tell me things indirectly please la i understand you know n who on earth can make a friggin study time table 8 months till the exam? if they can make aso.. who on eath can follow.. i am a spur of the moent kind of person my plans change everytime i do thing the way i like them i dont care if i fall asleep studying on my bed it dosent matter to me watz importnat is dat it entered my head cuz i even fall asleep on the study table so watz the diff i like to sleep n its my choice to make its my decision 2 sleep hw late i want n wake up what time i want to you DO NOT tell me sleep at 11 and wake up at 5 please.. dont cramp my style.. i sleep at 1.. and wake up at 5.30 i sleep in da afternon for an hour n thtatz just it i exercise wen i want to because i know my body needs it i know hw 2 deal with myself if you want to remind me yes you may but dont you tell me what to do datz all i ask from you

Nobodys Perfect

perfection is what we want we try our very best to be the best we can we try so hard to reach our dreams and aspirations on the way there we lose the things we love as perfect humans who are imperfect, we never really realize what we have till we lose it There isnt much that can be done, fix it or move on it all depends on you you reached that diversion and you made a decision not knowing where it would end you keep moving forward then you wonder how would it be like if you took the other path So now how? turn back and you can see but is the path still there? has it already been covered by the leafs of fall? if it has, you end up in dissapointment and think what a stupid decision I have chosen my path and each day i still wonder what it would be like if i took the other

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